injured

i injured myself yesterday during futsal. The pain is excruciating. It cost me friggin 65 bucks for medication... (thanx jo for bringing me to clinic, even though DR CHAN was so late)

As Dr Chan said : "ooo awak punya urat sudah beralih then ade luka siket, thats y ini bengkak sudah lebam nampak merah2 darah siket" (the comment doesn't help me at all :(.. sigh )

This song says, no matter who you are,
No matter where you go in your life
At some point you're going to need
Somebody to stand by you.

worried

Im worried.. thinking that this year class could been better but its the other way around. Everything change.. even the sitting position damn change.. cant u just move all your midgets fucking away??? another thing... the grouping change. Last year I was thinking it would be wonderful with the studies, the grouping and it would been better but again, its upside down. I guess I didnt do good last semester. Im worried, soo much that I cant sleep. The same happened last night.
Im worried yet frustrated. I just cant stop thinking on things that I cant change.

sigh... its freakin 2.08am! Even so much I want to blame this to others but I cant. let them be...

ode to ida dayana

ode to Ida dayana

I love the fact that You are the only one I lose my words for

I love the fact that When I get mad your the only one I can ignore

I love it When we used to see each other and couldn't help but smile

I love everything about you especially your style.

I loved the way you treated me different than everyone else

I loved the fact that around you I could be myself

I love you, I said it I love you

Now the thing is I don't know if you love me too

Despite of all the things we've been through

I didn't know what to say but I had so much to express

I wanted to say I love you an I always do