Saturday, December 04, 2010


so.. u didnt pass the interview, u complain so.. u didnt get the job, so? u complain so.. u are so tired with your pile of job.. so what? u complain so.. your girlfriend dump you.. then? u complain so.. your boifriend ditch you for some hot chick.. so? again u complain.. u complain.. come on.. complain and complain.. moan and complain...complain.. complain.. what are there to be complain? will ypur so so complain solve your peanuts problem?? if not stop complaining.. dammit

Thursday, November 18, 2010

MBA is over

Ive finished my MBA...

Friday, October 01, 2010

Saturday, September 18, 2010

love you mom.. love ur dad.. love your family

for the past two weeks... we've been filled with high profile homicide case name I don't want to mentioned. The victim was a millionaire, rumors said, the person owns asset worth 100 million ringgit. Anyway, that 100 million asset worth nothing now (except for the beneficiary)

I'm not saying this to provoke anyone or critic any person, just making my point that no matter wealthy you are, how many cars you have, how big your house is, how beautiful your wife is, how expensive your wine is, how hot your girlfriend is, how fast your car is, how expensive your blinks is, how rare you cloth is... all those thing wont matter at all when you kick the bucket.

Past experience teach me a lot. When my dad was sick, everything wont matter at all, cars? money? house? Nothing matters. Except to see he smile and walk straight again. Thank God. Everything is good now.

So... be modest, be thankful for everything you have now because you never no what will happen tomorrow. love your self... love your mom... love your dad... love your love ones.. love your family.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010


this post is the continuation from my previous entries too hard and too much plus response from comment made by scratch the hostile fay . So, for the past one month and 10 days, I've faced some tremendous challenge in my life. For some, they might faced worst than mine, but for me its an unforgettable experience. So let me expound...

On 23rd July my father was sick - 24th July he was admitted - Suspected having pneumonia plus lung infection. Having difficulty to breathe - 24th July - during that night on the 24th, he's breathing getting worse, thus force the doctor to do tracheal intubation. At 3.00 am, theres no positive sign. Required me to call my mom and my other relatives.

ECG reading - (25th July 4.00am)
Oxygen level - 84% (normal = 99% -100%)

Doctor's in-charge advice me to be prepare for the worst.... worst???

My worst fear of all. Fear of losing. Even though i admit every single human in this world shall die, but i just can accept it. Kept thinking why this is happening to me, my father, my family. Every single part of my body was numb.

ECG reading - (25th July 6.00am)
Oxygen level - 92% (getting better) grateful

9.30am - ambulance ride to the General Hospital. 1.00pm admitted to ICU.


3rd day my father in ICU (28th July)

I had an accident. - damage = RM2000 (god give me patience)


7th day in ICU, my father finally awake (unconscious for the past seven day). Day 8 he was discharge from ICU to normal ward.


Day 22. Had another accident = damage = RM 300.00


I guess some bad things comes in many. More than that, several bad things did happened during that time (not worth typing)


God give me patience.. give me grace...

p/s - on the 27th august my father was discharge from hospital. As for now, that was the best day of my entire life. He is healthy now (slowly recovering except some bad sore at the back due to lying in bed for long period in ICU)

So.... is this too hard and too much? I guess not. I apologies as I am not as strong as I think during that time. Experience educates... patience, responsibility, commitment, endurance, love... God works in mysterious ways

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

too hard and too much

so many things happened... to many things struck too hard..

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Wednesday, May 19, 2010


aku takleh tdoooooooo

Sunday, May 02, 2010


1. If you think you are fat, you probably are. Do not ask us. We refuse to answer.
2. Learn to work the toilet seat. If it's up, put it down.
3. Do not cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then, you are stuck with her.
4. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect gift yet again!
5. If you ask a question you don't want the answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.
6. Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it.
7. Do not ask us what we are thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as navel lint, the shotgun formation, or monster trucks.
8. Sunday=Sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.
9. Shopping is not a sport, and no, we are never going to think of it that way.10. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really.
11. You have enough clothes.
12. You have too many shoes.
13. Crying is blackmail.
14. Your ex-boyfriend is an idiot.
15. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work. Strong hints do not work. Obvious hints do not work. Just say it!
16. No we do not know what day it is. We never will. Mark anniversaries on a calendar.
17. Yes, peeing standing up is harder. We are bound to miss sometimes.
18. Most guys own three pairs of shoes. What makes you think we'd be any good at choosing which pair, out of thirty, would look good with your dress.
19. Yes and no are perfectly good answers to almost every question.
20. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That is what we do. Sympathy is what girlfriends are for.
21. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. Go see a doctor.
22. Foreign films are for foreigners.
23. Check your oil.
24. Do not fake it. We would rather be ineffective than deceived.
25. It is neither in your best interest nor ours to take the quiz together.
26. No, it does not matter which quiz.
27. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. All comments become null and void after 7 days.
28. If you won't dress up like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys.
29. If something we said can be interpreted in two ways, and one of the ways makes you angry or sad, we meant the other.
30. Let us ogle. We are going to look anyway. It is genetic.
31. Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out.
32. You can either ask us to do something OR tell us how you want it done, not both.
33. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during the commercials.
34. Christopher Columbus did not need directions, neither do we.
35. Women wearing Wonderbras and low-cut blouses lose their right to complain about having their boobs stared at.
36. More women should were Wonderbras and low-cut blouses. We like staring at boobs.
37. The relationship is never going to be like it was the first two months we were going out.
38. ALL men see only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach is a fruit, not a color.
39. Pumpkin is also a fruit.
40. If it itches, it will be scratched.
41. Beer is as exciting for us as handbags are for you.
42. If it is OUR house, I do not understand why MY stuff gets thrown in the closet/attic/basement.
43. We are not mind readers and we never will be. Our lack of mind-reading ability is not proof of how little we care about you.
44. If we ask what is wrong and you say, "Nothing," we will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.
45. If we hear from an old girlfriend, we will briefly fantasize about having sex with her. But do not worry; the fantasy includes you AND her together.
46. What the hell is a doily?

Saturday, May 01, 2010


ehehe.. semester break... one semester to go..

Friday, April 30, 2010


I've been through so many things for the past 28 years. So many challenges yet i manage to overcome...
however.. this MBA's is too much too handle...
god give me grace
god give me mercy

Wednesday, April 28, 2010


time aku nak print laa ko abes dakwat oooo printerrrr

Thursday, April 22, 2010

fight like a brave

You say you're running and you're running
and you're running afraid
you say you ran across the planet
but you couldn't get away
the fire in your brain
was driving you insane
you were looking for a day
in a life that never came
so don't tell me that
I've got to take a number
cause I've been to that doctor
and believe me that's a bummer
here's a one of a kind
convention of the mind
and don't forget to mention
that it doesn't cost a dime
come as you like
and leave any time
and one more thing
you know it doesn't have to rhyme

fight like a brave
don't be a slave
no one can tell you
you've got to be afraid...

Friday, March 05, 2010

sod off!!

lets forget all this shit and move on!!!

Friday, January 15, 2010


i injured myself yesterday during futsal. The pain is excruciating. It cost me friggin 65 bucks for medication... (thanx jo for bringing me to clinic, even though DR CHAN was so late)

As Dr Chan said : "ooo awak punya urat sudah beralih then ade luka siket, thats y ini bengkak sudah lebam nampak merah2 darah siket" (the comment doesn't help me at all :(.. sigh )

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

This song says, no matter who you are,
No matter where you go in your life
At some point you're going to need
Somebody to stand by you.


Im worried.. thinking that this year class could been better but its the other way around. Everything change.. even the sitting position damn change.. cant u just move all your midgets fucking away??? another thing... the grouping change. Last year I was thinking it would be wonderful with the studies, the grouping and it would been better but again, its upside down. I guess I didnt do good last semester. Im worried, soo much that I cant sleep. The same happened last night.
Im worried yet frustrated. I just cant stop thinking on things that I cant change.

sigh... its freakin 2.08am! Even so much I want to blame this to others but I cant. let them be...

Sunday, January 10, 2010

ode to ida dayana

ode to Ida dayana

I love the fact that You are the only one I lose my words for
I love the fact that When I get mad your the only one I can ignore
I love it When we used to see each other and couldn't help but smile
I love everything about you especially your style.
I loved the way you treated me different than everyone else
I loved the fact that around you I could be myself
I love you, I said it I love you
Now the thing is I don't know if you love me too
Despite of all the things we've been through
I didn't know what to say but I had so much to express
I wanted to say I love you an I always do