Wednesday, December 31, 2008

update update

for the sake of updating...
its been a while since my last post, i've been busy plus had limited access to the world wide web. Lots had happened, ive never been happy, my parents n sister just came back from mecca for the Haj.
I received my final results.. n i'm so xcited 'bout it, when first i received it.. i was stunned.. and i was like starring at the monitor looking at the result for like 3 minutes.. i just cant believed it, that i did it... and im so grateful for it.
Theres another 1 semester left. and im on my internship rite now. Days never been better except busier. I gain new friends and more than that i met several long lost friends. People moved... people changed.. so am i..

-new year 2009 - Hope for the best.. errr, it has to be better than the best.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

tangan kiri yang gatal...

orang tue2 cakap.. kalo tangan kiri gatal.. duit nak kelua.....

hmm.. smalam.. aku nak kua makan, terlanggar mamat vietnam nek basikal.. rim die bengkok cam no. 8... ikut kan hati nak aku bagi duit then blah je.. then die cakap.. "saya mau pegi kerja esok" (dngan nada kesian). aku pun call la housemate aku.. kat situ gak ... bawah sinaran lampu jalan, kitorang memomenkan beskal si vietnam ni.. cabut tayar, aku pun pgi kdai beskal on the dot nak carik rim.. nasib baik ade kedai basikal bukak sampai kul 9 mlam!

"tokey.. rim basikal ini macam ade ka"?
"saya kasi tengok aa"
"ada ada.. "
"brapa tokey?"
"oo $39 .. maw ka?"
(gulp~! terkopak duit aku 40 hengget)
"
ok laa tokey saya angkat.. tada diskaun kaa?"
"tada laa ini pun tada untung manyak maa"
so si tokey pun bukak taya.. pasang kat rim baru nih..

then kitorang pasang balik rim baru kat basikal si vietnam nih..
aku: eh.. sini melesia.. lain kali malam2 bawak basikal laju2 maw pasang lampu tau~! esok kasi pasang lampu
ipin : lu kasi test laa dulu bawak jalan2.. wheelie kaa satu round"

mamat vietnam tu tersenyum riang je.. pulang dngan rim baru lagi berkilat...
msti die balik die polish kasi kilat2..

**padan muka aku.. betul laa tangan kiri aku gatal petang tu.. nak klua duit bli rim beskal baru**

Saturday, October 11, 2008

bosan

bosan lak layout nie... aku ingat na tuka layout baru.. hmm nanti laa tadi idea

Monday, September 15, 2008

this is corny

having a girlfriend.. makes you learn about responsibility, sacrifice, being faithful, taking into account about somebody else feelings and not just your own.
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rain or shine.. fresh or tired.. free or busy.. seems doesn't matter if u're really care about someone. but still the impression matters. Most of the action are misjudge, words are misunderstood. affection becomes calculative. yet both are blaming each others.
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nevermind.. no matter what happened.. i will try not to lose u because i love u

Monday, August 25, 2008

Thursday, August 21, 2008

ek ? ekk ek?

taken from my mail.. send by anonymous
**They end 9 out of 10 sentences with
Ekkk...

Ekk ialah trademark orang Johor. Digunakan
di hujung SETIAP ayat menggantikan tanda soal (question mark).

Contoh :-

Ni awak punyer ekk?
Nama awak saper ekk ?
Kenapa kite kaler tak cantik ekk ?
Dan macam-macam ekk lagi.
Aku teringat semasa aku sekolah dulu, aku dan member sebelah aku boring yang amat di dalam kelas, so to keep us awake, kami dok mengira berapa kali Cikgu sebut ekk. In a period of 40 minutes, dekat 100 kali! Lepas tu kami gelarkan Cikgu tu as Cikgu Fadzillah* Ekk. (*bukan nama sebenar).

2. They refer to Johor Bahru as Johor and not JB.
Kalau orang di negeri Johor sebut Johor, it means Johor Bahru (JB), the city dan bukan Johor, the state. Biasa digunakan oleh mereka yang tinggal di luar bandar Johor Baru seperti di Masai--chusettes umpamanya.
Contoh : Beb, gua nak turun Johor laa. Lu mahu ikut gua tak? So, if you ARE already in Johor, tak kira di daerah mana - if the locals kata nak pergi Johor, it means nak ke Johor Bahru. Jangan pulak buat lawak bongok** berkata, " Eh, lu kan dah ada kat Johor?" Or worse,jangan memandai nak tambah ekk with that question.

3. They pronounce Muar as MUOR. (kena juih bibir sikit)
In fact you pronounce everything that ends with "AR" as "OR".
Contoh : Aku kena pakai seluo beso untuk main bola kat Muor besok. (Aku kena pakai seluar besar nak main bola di Muar besok).

Aku teringat Kakak tegur aku bila aku cakap macam tu. Kenapa Mama
sebut besar, BESOR ? Slipper , SLIPPOR ? Aku tergelak. Aku cuma speak
like that bila berjumpa dengan true blue Johorean aje.

Lapo (lapar), penampor (penampar), ulor (ular), pagor (pagar) dan lain-lain.


4. They are brash with a CRAZY sense of
humour.
Honestly, I belum pernah jumpa orang Johor yang serius Or cannot take a joke.
Walaupun pendiam atau pemalu , but their sense of humour boleh tahan gak. Almost all of them (yang aku jumpa dan kenal lah) are either loyar buruk or bigor**.

Baik di kampung mahu di Bandar. The sense of humour is unique that I find kadang-kadang orang luar (non-Johorean) agak takut with the brashness of budak-budak Johor.

Did you see Majalah 3 the other night - see
how Tunku Yem (nama manja Tunku Mahkota Johor) bercerita pasal
anakanda dia Tunku Ismail ? Haha.... that i s exactly my point!)

5. Diorang ada ENDUT **.
Kalau tak pernah berendut, sure pernah ada endut or busuk-busuk pun
teringin nak ada endut.

Contoh ayat :
Haa...kau dah ada endut yer ? Kau pergi berendut kat mana ?
Orang berendut dia pun nak berendut.

6. Diorang Makan Gula Tarik, Sagun, Gula Kandy, Bobotok....mee bandung.

Dah lama aku tak tengok atau makan gula
tarik, sagun or kandy. Ada lagi ke bebenda ni kat Johor ? Aku tak boleh
nak describe dengan teliti these things cos it has been 30 years
since I last tasted them.

Aku pernah tanya my Dad dulu - kenapa buruk benor nama dia bebotok.
Then my Dad cerita :
Di zaman dulu ada seorang nenek yang tinggal seorang diri. Everyday
cucu dia akan datang bawak makanan. Nenek ini suka sangat pais ikan
dengan bubur so dia suruh cucu ni bawak tetiap hari. Bila cucu tu
bawak makanan lain, Nenek akan tanya "Mana Bubur Tok? ". Lama-lama
Bub ur Tok jadilah Bebotok - kesan dari cakap cepat-cepat. aku tambah skit, kt sini pn aku selalu makan gula ketuk, sedap ni, agak nye nama die gula
ketuk sbb kalo nk beli, nnt gula tu kena ketuk dulu, sama la gula tarik, kalo beli, nnt die tarik gula tu dulu, rindu ah, lama tak makan.(teringat zaman kecik2 dulu)

mee bandung-ikut cite, menurut orang2 tua Batu pahat(BP), mee tu orang bp yang cipta. Tapi diorang kata orang muar curik resepi tu n popular kan..lama2 orang muar yg dapat nama..lebih terkenal ngn nama Mee bandung muar..
tp takpela.. BP glemer ngan Beriani Gam Batu Pahat..
gi bangi pun leh jumpa beriani gam BATU PAHAT..


klue laa bukan glue

last monday aku gi NZ.. nope its not the NZ automobile dealer.. its a Mamak restaurant~!!
alaa NZ wangsa maju kat atas bukit kecik tu.. kat mamak tu ade small megazine shop (sort of). Aku nak bli KLUE (megazine).. so aku tanye mamak tu.. "macha!! megazine KLUE ade?" dengan selambenye die tunjuk kat satu corner.. kat corner tu ade rak.. rak jual pelbagai gam.. from budak skola nye gam.. gam pvc sampai laa gam UHU.. --aku dah pelik dah.. "KLUE laa not GLUE~!!! itu megazine title KLUE la macha!" baru la mamak tu tehegeh2 senyum tahik.. "sorry2.. saya ingat itu glue.. ooo. KLUE tada laa" --- Cis.. buang mase aku je

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

headache

i had this annoying headache since 2 days ago.. and it stills give me problem.. yet have to study.. aaa T_T
Strategic Management

tiuuut

gelpren saye tiut.. saye sayang gelpren tiut saye.. mwahx~!

Monday, August 11, 2008

trying

relationship is tiring... yet i stay trying. Trying my best. n hope for the best for each of us...

Saturday, August 09, 2008

DD's wedding



Location : Melaka - Dd's wedding
Food : Finger lickin good
Bride : Beautiful

Just got back from Dd's wedding. Its just half an hour drivin from Melaka town. I went with Deng. Dd's ibu was so warm and she welcome us with exitement. She was like "come come.. u r Dd's friend rite? come come eat". Even though there were like loads of people yet she come on to us like she knew us for years.. Wa caya sama lu ibu. Food was good and overall the wedding was absolutely beautiful.
May ur marriage live happily ever after.


auto mode

Time : 11.44
Place : My Room
Purpose : Waitin for my laundry to finish

It tooks 5 years for me to meet my beloved friend DD... Yup 5 years dude and finally i manage to see her. We only meet each others trough the net and phone. And yet it tooks me 5 years to meet her.. and 3 days after that she's goin to get married. Its funny how god setting up things for human. Nevertheless i still thankful to it. At first i thought it'll be awkward since i never met her b4, however things turns out extremely fantastic. Its like we know each other for years and years ago.
Congratulation DD n syamzarin for ur marriage, may u live happily ever after.

Saturday, August 02, 2008

money ...

i need money (who doesnt?).. eheh. all of a sudden. - i saw someone on last nite 'buletin utama' some MLM (multi level marketing laa doink~!) agent or something... i dunno what they called.. he just said that.. "duit bukan laa segala-galanya" (money is not everything) "tapi hampir segala-galanya perlukan duit" (but most everything needs money) damn right. And with all this money comes all sort of tools. Tools in how to gain money.. more n more. Why people study? cause they want a good decent work that pays.
And when it comes to work.. here.. i mean in Malaysia, still there are some obstacles for student especially malays. HUh~! im not saying im racist, its just thats the way they are we tend to be prejudice. Who doesnt? again, in the same 'buletin utama' it shows some conference at someplace involving Pak Lah and several uni students. And theres one UM students was asking "why are they so many malays in the government sector - meaning less of other races" then the PM answered with all this lame excuses like the govt are trying to balance and shit" i said hell with that.. if that lame ass joker ask me.. y they are so many malays.. my answer will be, this is malaysia and its my fucking country and its just the way they are. why in a chinese firm have so many chinese? Plus theres several medium big firm hiring only chinese? there u go lame ass doink~!
My point is, here.. even though this i multiracial country, there still racism among us. Not include the racist bias boss or racist bias job offering -eg; Chinese only - Chinese are much prefered- there u go

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

marcom add


hmm sem dahbes. final xm is over.. da lame tak update.. nak update tade idea.. so.. ubove is the packaging chaq bwat utk aku for marcom nye assignment.. thanx chaq norris.. nanti bley bwat lagi..

Thursday, March 06, 2008

in the lab

im in the lab.. my campus computer lab... waitin for my test.. internet marketing test... test that im not sure if im gonna pass or not.. (sigh..)

Thursday, February 28, 2008

tasehat je

stiLl not sO heaLthy.. cough and flu go and fro, yet i got lots of things to do.. i feel something that lack.. something that i want to feel but i couldn't. Let time tell...

Saturday, February 23, 2008

bon voyaGe

please understand
this isn't just goodbye
this is "I can't stand you"
this is where the road crashed into the ocean
it rises all around me
and now we're barely breathing
a thousand faces will choose to ignore

curse my enemies for ever
let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
lhis desperation leaves me overjoyed
with fading lights that lead us pass the lives that we destroyed

i listen to you cry
i cry for less attention
but both my hands are tied
and I'm pushed into the deep end
i listen to you talk, but talk is cheap
my mouth is filled with blood from trying not to speak
so search for an excuse, and someone to believe you
and for interesting moves I'm empty with the need to

curse my enemies for ever
let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
this desperation leaves me overjoyed
with fading lights that lead us pass the lives that we destroyed

please understand, this isn't just goodbye
this is "I can't stand you"

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

all of a sudden

my throat stings as if theres loads of gravel in it, its pain everywhere and most of its centers on my head. Headache's are routine. All my taste buds dies, every parts are numb. I cant endure the this flowin' mucus plus it comes with great cough. Great.. I got a fever, and tomorrow there is an Internet Marketing Test and i aint read nothing. Bless...

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

"*"*"*"*"*back to the basic"*"*"*"*"*

im suppose to clean my room now. But then, im too friggin lazy to do it. For this past 2 weeks, im facing one hella phase of my life. Too much happened in too short period. Im experiencing true face of human being- grudge, hypocrite, lies and other not so good attributes that are not suppose to be inside of a mammalians called homo sapiens. (as homo sapiens means "wise man or knowing man" (including woman as well))
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Anyway, fuck it. What my trough attention rite now is to focus for whats best. My life, and to people that i really care. So.. its time for rehab. Everything has to be selected and being build from scratch, choosing the right color and carefully paint it to the precious canvas.

Im grateful and im truly enormously thankful for her.. as much as of her patience, i will seriously make it worth.

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

sluts always be sluts

i just realize i waste almost 3 years of my life. Everything is bullshit. All the tears is just fake. Its deceiving. Making things worst, i made the biggest mistake in my life for knowing u. one thing i wonder is.. u can give a free fuck for a beginner's guitar lesson, its just amaze me.. much than that it make me sick with all your fucking words, words of lie, all your fucking promise plus your fucking pathetic tears.
You make me weak.. u make me sick.. more than that u disgust me..

may u rot in hell